Kiera Jean - 11/25/1997 - 4/8/2011

I held her in my arms as she took her last breath... and I sobbed as I reminded her to look for Tyler at the bridge...

The last several months had been a bit of a challenge here, Kiera was pretty darn blind due to cataracts and did not like going out side to do her business, so she would let it go on the kitchen floor.... Before that she had suffered from pancreatic issues, hypo-thyroid, an enlarged spleen and most recently she was diagnosed with breast cancer. She was still running around like nothing was wrong until a few weeks ago and I began to notice the enlarged spleen was even more so and she was losing control of her back legs from time to time, then early this week she could not get up with out assistance, something she hated.

My darling girl was a spicy, bossy OES and I loved every moment of her in my life. It was hard to make this decision, I somehow thought she would make it to her 14th birthday, it was not to be. I am in a logical moment and I can tell you that I let her go more for her than for me, I have been back and forth between knowing I did the right thing and feeling like I betrayed her trust in me....

Kiera Jean was a tough nut, she had been passed to several "owners" over the years prior to her coming to live with us. She was not happy about being passed to yet another home. She was sure I was behind the latest move and so resented me. When I would come home from work, Tyler would greet me at the door, excited to see me, while she would sit back, and turn her back towards me... it took about 8 months for her to warm up to me, but once she did, I knew I had her and she was my best friend till the last moment... I will always love her, she was, after all the dog that helped me to get over losing Tyler... and she did a good job too. I'm not sure that I want another OES or any other breed at the point in time, I just want to take some time and remember her and Tyler and take care of Taggart and Daisy... and my 88 year old mom.

My wish for my sweet Kiera Jean is that she is happy and running at the bridge, and being the boss of everyone she see's.... then I know she will be happy...
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Im so sorry for your loss. Its so hard to let them go.

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I am so sorry for your loss. She sounds a wonderful dog and I am sure you will meet her again. We all know the hurt you are feeling, and we are here for you. Hugs .....xxxxx
Wishing you a peaceful heart and loving memories.
It's such a hard decision as we love them so much. :ghug: :ghug:
I am so sorry to hear of the passing of sweet Kiera. I'm going to miss hearing stories of her. My heart is with you during this time. :ghug: Take care of yourself.

Tears,
I am so sorry for your loss. I will miss her stories and pictures. What a blessing she was in your life. Run free baby, run free.
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I am so sorry. I hope you find comfort in your wonderful memories and knowing that you helped her have a great life, and you were there, at the very end, to help her find peace.


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Awwwwwwe Leslie, I'm soo sorry for your loss. It's such a blessing that she had you.

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:ghug: :ghug: :ghug: I'm so sorry. :ghug: :ghug: :ghug:
I am so sorry for your loss. I am sure that Kiera is grateful to you for letting her go run over the bridge. :ghug:
I am so sorry. It is so hard to have to go thru this.
I'm so sorry, Leslie. :cry:

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Kristine
I am so sorry for your loss :cry: :cry:
If Kiera was upset with her situation, and I suspect she was, it was time to let her go. The inability to get up and resenting help did not help her mood. In short time she would have begun experiencing pain......and maybe had already. Dogs are good at hiding pain.

You were the home she always wanted and she loved and respected you for it.

Condolences to you :ghug:
:ghug: :ghug: :ghug: :ghug: :ghug: :ghug: so very sorry :ghug: you :ghug: did the right thing
So very sorry for you loss

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Lisa Frankie and Mattie
Leslie--so very sorry for your loss. Special thoughts for you during this painful time. :ghug: :ghug: :ghug:
Oh I am so sorry for your loss. She was blessed to be with you and you with her.
I'm so sorry for your heartache. It's so hard to let them go.
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Im so sorry for your loss. Its so hard to let them go.

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I'm so sorry for your loss :(
You made the right decision..........for her & for you. Soon all the good memories will take over. So sorry for your loss. :ghug:
Leslie, I'm so sorry for you loss of your sweet Keira Jean. :cry: :cry: I hope your heart stops hurting soon and the hurt can be replaced by all the wonderful memories you keep of her.
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Oh baby :cry:
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I'm so sorry. :cry:

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HUGS at this sad time. :(

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Leslie,
So sorry about Kiera Jean. Big hugs to you. You are in my thoughts and
prayers...She had a beautiful life with you and she knew she was very loved. :hearts:
:cry: I am sorry for your loss.
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So very sorry for your loss, Leslie. She was a great joy to you and you were her dearest friend. :ghug:
So sorry for your lost :( x
So sorry to hear of Kiera's passing, Leslie. I'm sure she's grateful for the decision you made for her.
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Nita
:ghug: Hugs, Leslie :ghug:

I'm so sorry, your poor old girl is now painfree and no longer suffering.

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Hi,

It's the hardest thing to do, it's also a final act of love and it's obvious you loved her so much. I'm so sorry for your loss of your beautiful girl and thank you for such a beautiful tribute. She was lucky to have you and you were lucky to have her. Your paths crossing was meant to be and how lucky she was to have such a wonderful home. It was probably what she dreamt about all those years.

She is probably bossing your Tucker around at the bridge and they both are sharing stories of how life was so good with you.

Hugs
Marianne
Leslie, we've never met and may never meet. But I'm sure that we know each other to some degree after what we've both been through recently. Be strong for Taggart and Daisy and of course Mom. They're gonna need you as much as you're gonna need them.

Vance
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